Bad: Fate of the Vampire is finished but not fully edited so the launch will be delayed by a few days.
Good: It ended up being 92K words, which is almost twice Call of the Vampire
More Good: Just so I don't leave you hanging, here is the prologue and first four chapters. I will get the whole thing out there ASAP.
Happy Valnetine's Day and I apologize for the delay. I was just trying to write a satisfying ending and it took more time than I anticipated.
xo ~ Gayla
Fate of the Vampire
By Gayla Twist
Prologue
My hair is a curly
tornado, and it’s always a challenge to see if I can subdue it without causing
myself injury. I was upstairs in the bathroom giving it a triumphant final
spray when I heard the doorbell chime. “I’ll get it!” I shouted, sprinting for
the stairs like a madwoman.
My mom stepped into the
hallway as I raced past, and she barely had time to get out of the way to avoid
me barreling into her. “Slow down,” she called after me in her best motherly
tone. “You don’t want to be too eager.”
I was always eager to
see Jessie—like, rip the door off the hinges eager to see him—but what I really
wanted to do was answer the door before my mom did. In fact, I needed to be the
one to answer the door so that I could invite the gorgeous and enigmatic Jessie
Vanderlind into our home. His coming over was a huge step forward in our relationship.
The lock on the front
door gave me a bit of trouble. I’d opened the door a hundred thousand times in
my life, but my fingers were having trouble obeying me. It didn’t help that I
knew Jessie was standing on the other side of the door and as soon as I managed
to claw through it, I would be in his arms.
Finally, I was able to
wrench the door open. “Jessie,” I gasped.
There he stood—tall,
chiseled, pale as moonlight, with full lips and dark, ruffled hair—a fantasy
come to life and waiting patiently on my front step. He ran his fingers through
his hair a couple of times and then looked at me with his gorgeous gray eyes.
“Good evening, Miss Keys,” he said, one arm tucked behind his back. I had the
sneaking suspicion he was concealing a bouquet of flowers.
“Good evening, Mr.
Vanderlind,” I said, mimicking his formal style but feeling like I had taken a
light blow to the belly. Just seeing him had knocked the wind out of me. I
pushed the front door open a little wider. “Won’t you please …”
“Aurora, wait,” he
said, cutting me off with a sudden urgency. “I know we agreed to this, but I
really need you to think about what you’re about to do.”
“I have thought about
it,” I informed him. We’d had this conversation before, multiple times.
“Please, just listen to
me this one last time before we do this,” he insisted, reaching across the
threshold and taking my hand. A jolt of electric tingles raced up my arm. That
always happened when he touched me. “Some people get a pit bull as a pet. And
they love their dog and roughhouse with it and trust it around their children,”
he began. “But still, it’s an animal. A dangerous animal. It’s unpredictable.”
I drew breath to interrupt, but he kept going. “Then one day, something gets
tweaked in the dog’s brain, and it tries to rip the face off the neighbor who
just happens to be out in his front yard planting spring tulips.” I tried again
to say something to stop him, but he raised a hand to silence me. “And when the
cops interview the distraught pet owners, they always say the same thing. They
always say, ‘He’s such a good dog. We never thought he would ever hurt anyone.’
And they love their dog. They really love it. But that doesn’t mitigate the
fact that the neighbor is in the intensive care unit. That doesn’t stop the
creature they love from actually being a killer.”
“That has nothing to do
with you and me,” I informed him rather stubbornly. He could use any crazy
example he wanted, but I wasn’t going to change my mind.
“It has everything to do
with you and me,” Jessie said, his expression very grave as he struggled to
make his point. “When you invite someone like me into your home, you’re taking
a risk. No matter how much I love you and no matter how much you love me,
you’re still taking a risk that someday something will snap inside my head and
I’ll end up killing you.”
I should have listened.
I should have forced myself to hear all of the words coming out of his perfect
lips, but instead, I only heard him say, “I love you.”
That was enough for me.
I wasn’t going to listen to anything else. I pushed the front door open even
wider and said in a clear voice, “Jessie Vanderlind, won’t you please come in.”
With a defeated sigh,
Jessie stepped over the threshold. Despite myself and all of my convictions, a
wave of dread washed over me. I had, after all, just invited a vampire into our
home.
Chapter 1
“Hello. I’m Helen Keys,
Aurora’s mom,” a bright voice said behind me.
Once Jessie had stepped
over the threshold and into our home, I wrapped my arms around his neck, eager
to kiss him and practically scaling him in my attempt to do so. But he kept his
posture ramrod straight, his arm clenched behind his back, and gave no
indication that he had any inclination toward kissing me at all. That’s when I
realized my mother was in the room. I’d been so busy battling the lock on the
door and persuading Jessie to enter our home that I hadn’t heard her come down
the stairs.
“Mom.” I blushed,
immediately releasing him. “This is Jessie Vanderlind. Jessie, this is my mom.”
Jessie stepped forward,
extending his hand. “It’s a pleasure to meet you, Mrs. Keys.”
“It’s nice to meet you,
Jessie,” Mom said, shaking his hand. “Aurora has a lot of great things to say
about you.” I felt myself blush. Mom continued. “But let’s just stick with Ms.
Keys for right now.” My mother was in that awkward position of having divorced
my father a decade earlier but kept his last name because I was only seven at
the time and she didn’t want to traumatize me any more than I had already been
traumatized. But still, who wanted to walk around for the rest of her life
labeled as Mrs. Whoever when she wasn’t even married to the guy anymore?
Especially because my dad was a cheating snake who always complained bitterly
about having to pay child support.
“Thank you for having
me into your home, Ms. Keys,” Jessie said, pulling his arm forward from behind
his back and presenting her with a large bouquet of purple flowers that had
sunny little yellow faces.
“Asters,” my mom said,
smiling as she accepted his offering. “How sweet.” Then, looking up at Jessie
and giving him an amused smile, she said, “Well, aren’t you the charmer. I
never expected a date of Aurora’s to bring me flowers.” I have to admit, I felt
a brief sting; I had thought the flowers were for me. But my flash of jealousy
didn’t last long because I could see that my mom was pleased. She turned to
head toward the kitchen. “I’ll just put these in water. Can I offer you
anything to drink, Jessie?”
“I’ll have the same as
the flowers are having,” he told her.
“Aurora, why don’t you
get your guest a glass while I deal with these stems,” Mom said. I knew that
was code for, “Come in the kitchen for a moment.”
“I’ll be right back,” I
told him, squeezing his arm. An evening frost still clung to him, and I knew
that he had flown over. “You can hang your coat on the hook if you want.” We
had a coat rack by the door that we really only used for visitors.
When I walked into the
kitchen, Mom had Jessie’s water already waiting. “I can see why you were so excited,”
she said in a whisper, handing me the glass. “I didn’t know they made seventeen-year-old
boys that good looking. He could be a model.”
Dinner went
surprisingly well. Jessie did a remarkable job faking his way through eating a
meal, going so far as to rave over my mom’s pot roast, even though it was a
little dry. “So, Jessie, are you part of the Vanderlind family that lives in
the big house on the river?” Mom asked. I had already told her that he was, but
I guessed it was her way of trying to make conversation.
“Yes, I’m the youngest
in the family,” he replied truthfully, although he failed to mention that he
was closer to Grandma Gibson’s age than he was to mine.
“Do you have any
siblings?” Mom wanted to know.
“I have an older
brother, Daniel, and some cousins that come to stay with us from time to time,”
he told her. “But usually, it’s just Daniel, my mom, and me.”
“But you don’t go to
Tiburon High?” Mom asked, piling more meat on Jessie’s plate under the
assumption he was a growing boy.
“No, I’m home schooled.”
That was the reply that Jessie and I had worked out. It would save a lot of
questions about sports and after-school activities.
I’d been watching
Jessie carefully. To all appearances, he was enjoying his meal, happily chewing
away. But closer observation proved that he was just using his vampire speed to
quickly remove the food from his mouth and conceal it in his napkin every time
my mother glanced away. It was a pretty easy maneuver when he was eating the
meat, but a little less graceful when it came to things like mashed potatoes.
There were a few times when I had to stifle a giggle.
After we were done
eating, Jessie insisted upon carrying his plate to the kitchen and even made
his best offer to do the dishes. “You made this wonderful meal; the least I can
do is wash up,” he told my mom, winning her over completely.
“No, you two go on and
study. I’ll get the dishes,” she told him. When he tried to protest, she added,
“I promise I’ll let you scrub a bunch of pans next time,” which made them both
chuckle a little.
“Okay, great. Thanks,
Mom,” I said, grabbing Jessie by the hand and heading for the stairs.
“Ah, ah, ah,” Mom said,
stopping me in my tracks. “There’s no studying in your bedroom with a boy,” she
reminded me. “You know that.” It had always been a rule, just not a rule I’d
had any previous reason to try to cross. I’d only had one boyfriend, briefly,
before Jessie, and he’d only been over to our house once or twice. “You two can
use the living room,” she informed us.
It was literally impossible
for me to concentrate on anything but Jessie when the two of us were in the
same room. It was even challenging for me to think about anything but Jessie
when he was not in the room with me. Fortunately, I had all my assigned school
work done already; “homework” was just an excuse I told my mom because it
sounded like what normal teenage couples do.
I took a seat on the
couch, and Jessie took his seat, chastely, a full cushion-length away from me.
I frowned, looked down at the cushion, looked up at my boyfriend, and blinked
at him slowly. A smirk spread across Jessie’s full lips as he reached over and
slid me across the couch so I was sitting snugly next to him. Vampires are
surprisingly strong. I pressed against his muscular, lean chest and sighed. Being
with him was intoxicating.
When my mom turned on
the sink and we could hear her clinking the dishes together, Jessie bent down a
little and kissed me on the lips. It was a soft, tender kiss, but I could feel
the hunger underneath. It sent little sparks of pleasure shooting all over my
body. “I know we should be studying, but I wanted to give you a proper hello,”
he whispered, his breath tickling my neck and sending my libido through the
roof.
The next thing I knew,
I was on top of him, straddling him on the couch, kissing him madly and burying
my fingers in his thick, dark hair. It wasn’t anything I’d planned or even
thought through; I was just consumed with desire for him and never wanted him
to stop touching me. “Aurora,” he whispered a bit hoarsely, and it was ecstasy
to hear him say my name.
“Oh, Jessie,” I
murmured back, lost in the touch, the taste, the smell of him.
Suddenly, I found
myself at the other end of the couch with an open book in my lap. It happened
so quickly that it made my head spin.
“Would either of you
like some dessert?” Mom asked, poking her head in the living room. “We have ice
cream.”
“No, thank you, Ms.
Keys,” Jessie said, looking up from a book of his own. “I’m stuffed from
dinner.” He patted his flat stomach to show how full it was.
“I’m good, Mom,” I
added. “But thanks for asking.”
As soon as she
disappeared, Jessie closed his book and set it on the coffee table. “I should
go,” he said, starting to get to his feet.
“Why?” I practically
whined, springing across the couch and grabbing his arm. “It’s still early.”
“I know, but I can’t
keep my hands off of you,” he said, extracting himself from my grip. “And I
don’t want to be impolite to your mother.”
“Then I’ll go upstairs
and we can meet at our window,” I told him. We’d spent many secret evenings
with Jessie sitting outside on the roof of our porch while I leaned out my
bedroom window so we could talk without him receiving an invitation to enter
our home. “This time, you can actually come in.”
Jessie smiled at me—a
lovely, happy smile tinged with lust. Pulling me into his arms, he dipped me
low, letting his lips skim over the flesh of my neck. “Aurora,” he whispered,
breathing in deeply, taking in the scent of me. “I want to be with you so
badly. More than you’ll ever know.”
“Then meet me at our
window,” I said, wrapping my arms around his neck. I wasn’t normally so forward
with boys. In fact, I usually didn’t chase after boys at all. I really didn’t
mind being a virgin. Sex in high school was so complicated for girls. If you
didn’t have sex, you got called frigid, and if you did have sex, you got called
a slut. I had decided a long time ago that I wasn’t going to have sex with some
random dude just to get it over with. I was going to wait for someone special,
and that someone had his arms encircling my waist. Jessie and I had been
through a lot together, and he’d saved my life on more than one occasion. Plus,
the connection between us was electric; a simple caress from his hand was more
thrilling than French kissing anyone else. So that was why I was so desperate
to be with him. When I thought about having sex with Jessie, I was beyond
ready. I did remember that one time Jessie had told me that he wanted to wait
for marriage to be with me, but I was determined to erode his resolve. He had,
after all, just said that he wanted me more than I could ever know.
“But,” Jessie added,
pulling his lips away from mine. I hated that there was a “but.” Jessie righted
me on my feet, still keeping his arms around me. “This will be the first time
for both of us.” He was so gorgeous, it was hard to believe he was a virgin,
but he had no reason to lie to me. “I don’t want to rush into intimacy because
we’re both feeling passionate. I think we should take it slow. I want to court
you. I want to give you romance. I want to make our first time truly special.”
My first impulse was to
tell him that just being with him made everything special. But he was right; it
was his first time, too. If he thought we should go slow so he had time to
court and romance me, then who was I to say no? As far as I could tell from my
limited knowledge of the world, women craved romance and men were usually
pretty damn reluctant to fork it over. Here I was, lucky enough to have a
romantic boyfriend. The least I could do was appreciate my good fortune.
Finally, I spoke.
“Okay,” I agreed. “I can wait if you can. But promise me,” I said, pressing my
forehead against his, “promise me it won’t be too long.”
Jessie released a small
laugh. “You’re such a modern girl. It really does take some getting used to.” I
was about to feel hurt or embarrassed or something, but he quickly gave me a
passionate kiss and added, “I promise.”
*****
“Aurora,” my mom said
in a subdued voice.
I was having a
wonderful dream where I was gathering colorful blooms in a lush, green field of
wildflowers. My hair was loose around my shoulders, and I was wearing a
favorite dress—green with tiny white flowers. There was a handsome boy by my
side; the sunlight was dancing off his dark, wavy hair, and when he smiled at
me, I could see happiness illuminating his usually stormy gray eyes. We were
walking along hand in hand, plucking flowers as we went. I didn’t know where we
were going, but I didn’t care. All I knew was I was very, very happy. And in a
strange way, I felt at peace.
That’s why I did not
want to relinquish the dream for school or work or whatever reason my mom was
trying to wake me. None of those mundane things could measure up to being next
to him with the sun warming our backs and smiles brightening our faces.
Besides, I was pretty sure it was a Sunday.
“Aurora,” Mom said
again, shaking me gently. There was a bit of a tremble in her throat that
didn’t sound right. That’s what finally pulled me from my slumber.
“What is it?” I asked,
forcing open one eye and then the other.
“I’m afraid I have some
bad news,” Mom said, taking a deep sniff and brushing at her cheeks.
I sat up in bed,
immediately alarmed. Someone had to be dead. “Is it Grandma Gibson?” I asked,
putting my arms around her. My great grandmother was in her nineties, so she
was the most likely person I could think of to pass away.
“No.” Mom shook her
head as more tears spilt down her cheeks, replacing those she had just wiped
away. “I’m sorry. Don’t worry. You don’t have to be alarmed. Everybody’s fine.”
“Then why are you
crying?” I wanted to know, thinking maybe she’d gotten a phone call from my
jerk-face father, or maybe she’d been laid off or something.
Mom took a deep breath
and said, “They found Colette’s body.”
“What?” I said,
practically rocketing out of the bed, my heart hammering in my chest. “What do
you mean?”
“They finally found
Grandma Gibson’s sister.” Mom let out a sob, covering her face with her hands.
“What am I going to tell Grams?”
I felt an ice cold
shiver creeping up my spine. When it reached my scalp, I could feel my hairs
standing up on end one by one. I had a very complicated history with Colette
Gibson—more complicated than my mother would ever know. “Where did they find
her? What happened?” I asked, struggling for breath and trying to keep a throb
from creeping into my voice.
“The chief of police
called just a little while ago. He said the construction crew that’s rebuilding
the foundation for the town hall unearthed a body late yesterday afternoon.”
Mom took a ragged breath and continued. “There haven’t been that many people
who have disappeared around here, so they figured it out pretty quickly. I
guess she’s …” Mom’s shoulders shook as she let out a few more sobs. “I guess
she’s very well preserved. It’s been so long since Colette disappeared that
they didn’t know who to call, so they called me.” Mom pinched the bridge of her
nose as if fighting back a headache. “They wanted to know if I can bring
Grandma Gibson down to the morgue to identify the body.”
“Oh, no,” I gasped. “They
can’t make her do that. Can’t they just go by DNA or something?” My great
grandmother had been mourning the loss of her sister ever since the night
Colette disappeared. Grandma was eighteen at the time, and her sister was a
year younger—the exact same age I was at that moment—seventeen. It seemed too
cruel to make a woman in her nineties show up to identify a body at the morgue.
On the other hand, Lillian Gibson had been tortured by not knowing the fate of
her beloved sister for almost her entire life. Maybe knowing the truth would
give her some peace.
“I’ll go with you,” I
found myself saying, even though I hadn’t even fully formed the thought in my
head.
“Would you?” Mom asked,
catching at my hand. “I’m sorry to ask you to do this, but … You know how much
you remind Grandma Gibson of Lettie and … I don’t know. I think it might
somehow make her feel better if you were there at the morgue.” According to my
great grandmother, I was the spitting image of her long-lost sister. Sometimes,
when dementia had her in its foggy grip, she even called me Lettie, and we had
awkward conversations with me masquerading as the dead girl.
I must have given my
mom a horrified look because she quickly added, “Not to identify the body or
anything, but just to comfort her if the person they found is Colette.”
I nodded, giving my mom
another squeeze. Of course, I had to go. It was the right thing to do. The
whole idea terrified me, but I also felt compelled to try to see Colette’s body
if I could. It wasn’t just morbid curiosity or anything like that; there was
actually a strong chance that I was somehow the reincarnation of Colette
Gibson. Or at least part of me was. Or part of her was me. To be honest, I
wasn’t sure how the whole reincarnation thing worked. It all seemed pretty crazy
to me, but it also seemed crazy that vampires existed, and I knew that they did
for a fact. After all, I was dating one.
But the truth was,
besides looking like Colette Gibson, I also shared some of her memories. I had
always thought they were just bizarre recurring dreams that I’d had my whole
life, but numerous conversations with Jessie had shown me otherwise.
I got dressed, and we
both wolfed down our breakfast. Mom wanted to get over to the Ashtabula Home
for Elder Care as quickly as possible. She didn’t want Grandma Gibson to
accidentally find out without us there to comfort her.
On the drive over, I
stared dully out the car window. The cold, miserable December day was doing a
good job mirroring my feelings—such a sharp contrast to the previous night when
I had been blissfully happy in Jessie’s arms.
Chapter 2
When we signed in at
the retirement home, it was obvious that everyone in the building knew
something was up. Several of the staff members were staring at us, speaking in
hushed tones, and the woman behind the desk said, “Oh, thank goodness. Lillian
is waiting for you.”
The door to Grandma
Gibson’s room was open. Normally, whenever we visited her, she was seated at a
card table she’d covered with a shawl, looking down at rows of cards she’d laid
out in front of her. Until recently, I’d assumed she was playing solitaire, but
it turned out she was more interested in trying to see the future.
This time when we
walked in, Grandma was sitting very rigidly on the edge of her bed, waiting for
us. She had on a wool dress that I’d never seen before, and she was wearing her
hat and winter coat. She even had her handbag already hooked over one shoulder.
“Hi, Gram Gram,” Mom
said, tentatively approaching her grandmother and kneeling down by her bed.
It was always a
crapshoot whether Grandma Gibson was going to be in the present with the rest
of us or if her mind had drifted elsewhere. The first few minutes of any visit
were usually a little awkward as we tried to get a feel for how she was doing.
But this time, Grandma looked her granddaughter directly in the eyes and said
in a very composed voice, “Helen, I’m glad you’re here. Would you please take
me down to the Tiburon morgue?”
“Of course, Grams,” Mom
said. “That’s why we’re here.”
In a way, it was a
relief not to be the ones who had to break the news about Colette to Grandma
Gibson. I knew that sounded selfish, but we had to take her to the morgue,
which was miserable enough. Who told her? I had to wonder. Was it someone on
staff? Another resident? It was so weird that she seemed to know almost before
my mom did.
“Aurora?” Grandma
Gibson said, reaching out to me. “Would you please help me up?”
I hurried over to the
bed, and Grandma got an iron lock on my elbow. “I need your help to get to the
car,” she told me as she got to her feet. There was a fierceness in her eyes
that I didn’t understand, but I could see pain behind it.
At first, I thought she
wanted my help because she felt weak. But as we headed down the hall and toward
the lobby, I realized that it was emotional support Grandma Gibson needed.
Gossip flourished in the care facility like at any nest of office cubicles or
knitting bee. My grandmother pretty much kept to herself, but still everyone
knew that her sister had disappeared decades ago and that a body had been
recently found.
The Germans have a
word, schadenfreude, which means a feeling of pleasure derived from someone
else’s suffering. That wasn’t exactly what was happening at Ashtabula Care, but
it was close. Everyone was staring at us from wheelchairs and walkers. Everyone
was practically drooling to find out the details of the murder. It was almost
as if I could hear the residents thinking things like “I can’t wait to tell my
niece the next time she visits.” They were all bright eyed and more stimulated
than I had ever seen anyone in the home.
No one stepped forward
with a comforting word or a reassuring smile. They all kept themselves at a
discrete distance like photographers documenting a tragedy, waiting for the
most acute moment of grief to present itself before snapping the picture.
I hated them. I wanted
to hurl swear words at them and make obscene hand gestures to their pitying
faces. They were like a bunch of vultures ready to pick over a carcass, wanting
to feed off someone else’s tragedy. It wasn’t just the old folks and staff at
the care facility who acted this way; I knew it was human nature—people always
slow down to gawk at a car crash—but I hated them nonetheless.
I took my cue from my
great grandmother. Where I wanted to cower, concealing myself from their
glittering, pitying, thirsty eyes, she held her head high and kept her eyes
forward, her expression resolute. She never glanced once to the right or to the
left, just made her determined way toward the car. We rode all the way back to
Tiburon in silence.
The morgue was weird.
It was kind of like a doctor’s waiting room with lots of boxes of tissues
placed strategically within hand’s reach no matter where you were sitting. Most
small towns don’t necessarily have a morgue, or maybe they have a small
facility that is really just a room in an out-of-the-way place in the hospital.
But the Vanderlinds were a very generous family when it came to making Tiburon
a pleasant place to live. They kept our police force well staffed and our
hospital well equipped, to the point that even the recently deceased had a nice
place to rest. I found it interesting that vampires were so concerned about the
welfare of the dead.
Besides the clerk
behind the counter, the waiting room was deserted. Mom and I were both hesitant
about how to get started, but Grandma Gibson walked right up to the counter and
said in a clear voice, “Lillian Gibson here to identify the body of Colette
Gibson.”
I don’t think that many
people came to the Tiburon morgue because the kid behind the counter was
chewing gum and reading a comic book called The Martian Confederacy:
Rednecks on the Red Planet. Surprised and a bit confused, he looked up at
my great grandmother. “Uh …” was all he could manage.
“This is the morgue, isn’t
it?” Grandma asked, her tone letting him know she was in no mood for
incompetence.
“Um, yeah,” he said,
putting down his reading. “It’s just, I’ve worked here for eight months and
never had anybody come in before.” He got to his feet. “I’ll be right back.”
I tried to take comfort
in the fact that not a lot of people had to come to our local morgue to
identify a body. That had to be a good thing. We’d barely had time to take a
seat when a woman in a lab coat appeared. “Hello. I’m Doctor Kalla,” she said.
“Are you Lillian Gibson?” she asked, addressing my great grandmother.
“Yes,” was her reply.
“I’m so sorry we had to
call you here today,” the doctor said. She had dark skin, black hair, and a
warm speaking voice, like she really did care. “I’m sure this is very hard on
you.”
“Can’t you just do a
DNA test or something?” my mother interjected. “Do you have to put my
grandmother through this?”
“Of course, we will do
a DNA test,” the doctor assured her. “I was just about to ask to do a cheek
swab. That is the easiest way to get a good sample.”
“So all this is really
unnecessary,” Mom said, gesturing toward the room.
“I want to see her,”
Grandma Gibson interrupted. “I’m perfectly happy to give you any sample that
you need, but I am here to see my sister.” There was no mistaking her
determination as she got to her feet.
“Are you sure, Grams?”
Mom asked, touching her on the arm.
Grandma Gibson ignored
her granddaughter. She turned to the doctor and said, “Is it best to do the
swab first or after?”
Dr. Kalla replied,
“It’ll just take a minute. I think we should get the sample out of the way. If
you’ll just follow me.”
“Aurora, I think you
should stay here,” Mom said as we all moved to follow the doctor.
“No,” Grandma Gibson
and I said simultaneously.
“I think Aurora should
come with us,” Grandma said, clutching tightly at my hand.
I had the feeling that
Grandma wanted me there for more than just moral support. She was the only
person who knew the truth about Jessie, and she had done everything within her
power to keep us apart. Colette Gibson had disappeared on the night she snuck
out of her home to elope with Jessie Vanderlind, and my great grandmother was
convinced that her sister’s death was his fault.
I knew Grandma was
trying to teach me a lesson. It felt like when a parent catches a kid smoking a
cigarette and forces him to smoke the whole pack. Catch your great
granddaughter dating a vampire? Force her to look at a dead body. The idea
terrified me, but I also felt compelled to see Colette. I didn’t know if I was somehow
her reincarnation, but I thought that maybe if I could see her, it would clarify
things for me. I felt like I had to see her.
“How old are you?” the
doctor asked me. She gave a little frown, obviously unsure if it was suitable
for me to be in the morgue.
“Seventeen,” my mom
supplied.
“I’m going to be
eighteen,” I told the doctor. It wasn’t exactly a lie. I had every intention of
being eighteen one day, but my birthday was still a good ten months off.
“I guess it’s okay in
this specific situation,” Dr. Kalla said. “As long as your family approves.”
My mom relented, and we
followed the doctor down a hallway to a small examination room where a swab was
used to scrape a few cells off the inside of my great grandmother’s cheek. I
was surprised she even knew what DNA testing was, to be honest. It seemed to me
that after a certain age, people just couldn’t absorb any more modernization.
After that, we followed
the doctor as she yanked open an insulated metal door. It felt like we were
entering the meat locker at a butcher shop. Grandma Gibson got a hold of my arm
again in a very tight grip. The smell of spoiled meat and disinfectant
assaulted my nose and made my stomach roil.
“This is a unique case
for everyone here at the hospital,” the doctor said as we entered. “The body is
very different from that of a victim of a car crash or something like that.”
“What do you mean?” I
asked.
“Well,” the doctor
said, clicking the button on her pen up and down several times against a
clipboard. “It’s more like a mummification. That’s as close as I can get to
describing it. I’m sorry to have to phrase it like that, but I want you to be
prepared.”
There were several
gurneys in the room, but only one had anything on it. The body was covered with
a sheet. The doctor walked over to the top of the gurney. “This can be very
difficult,” she said to Grandma Gibson. “If you need a chair or want to step
out of the room or anything, please let me know.”
As the doctor pulled
the sheet down, Grandma Gibson gripped me even tighter, her nails biting into
the flesh of my arm. “Lettie,” she said in a small gasp.
The body was curled in
a ball; in her last moments of life, Colette Gibson had reverted to the fetal
position. Her hair was dark and curly and wild, just like mine. She was wearing
a tattered green dress with little white flowers, a dress I had grown to know
well from my recurring dreams. Sometimes in my dreams, I wore the dress while
in a field of flowers, but usually it was while I was being chased through the
dark woods by a bloodthirsty creature.
The flesh on the body
was shriveled, stretched tight over the bones. Even though her skin was dark
and dry and cracked, the girl’s features were still discernible. It was like
seeing a horrifying Halloween mummy dressed up to look exactly like you. I
wanted to turn away, but Grandma clung to me too fiercely. Colette had died
with her eyes open, staring into some unknown visage. I wondered whose face
she’d seen as she gasped her last breath.
“Oh, my beautiful
girl.” Grandma Gibson sobbed. “Why?” she wailed. “My poor girl. What did he do
to you?”
“What was the cause of
death?” my mom asked the doctor, her voice sounding a little wobbly.
“We’re still looking
into that, but as far as we know, it was exsanguination,” was the reply.
“She bled to death?”
Mom asked. “Is that why she … Is that why the body looks the way it does?”
“Precisely,” the doctor
said with a nod.
“But I don’t see any
wounds. She doesn’t appear injured. How could she bleed out?” Mom wanted to
know.
“We’re still working on
it, but so far it appears that, given the state of preservation, the body was
somehow drained entirely of all blood. That’s why it’s so dry.”
My mother shook her
head. “Who would do such a thing?”
“I wish I could talk to
Mama and Papa,” Grandma said, her voice wet and ragged. “I know it would give
them peace just to know what happened to her.”
“I’m sorry to have to
ask you this,” the doctor said to Grandma, “but can you positively identify
this body as that of your sister, Colette Gibson?”
“Oh, come on,” Mom
protested, sounding angry. The answer was obvious, and Grandma was suffering.
“Yes,” Grandma Gibson
said between sobs. “That’s her hair. There’s no mistaking it. That’s her dress.
Her favorite dress.” Reaching out with one hand, she stroked the corpse’s hair.
“She’s my dear girl. My best friend.”
“I’m so sorry,” Dr.
Kalla said. “Should I cover her now, or do you need more time?”
“I’d like a minute
alone with her,” Grandma Gibson said.
“Of course.” The doctor
headed briskly toward the door. “Take all the time you need.”
Mom followed Dr. Kalla,
and I expected to go, too, but Grandma Gibson wouldn’t release me. “Stay here
with me, Aurora. Please,” she said in a low voice.
“Okay,” I said
reluctantly. My head was swimming, and I desperately wanted to run for the
door.
“Lettie’s death has
haunted me my whole life,” she said, once we were alone. “I’d always hoped she
had eloped and was alive somewhere and happy. But I always kind of knew that it
wasn’t true. I knew she was gone.”
“I’m so sorry, Grams,”
I said, feeling both nauseated and terrified. It really was like looking at my
own dehydrated corpse.
“You know who did this
to her, don’t you?” Grandma said in a low, harsh voice, clasping my arm
tighter. “You know who sank his fangs into her flesh and sucked out her blood until
she was nothing but a dried husk. And then he threw her away. Hid his shame by
getting rid of her body.”
“No,” I said,
struggling to free my arm. “He wouldn’t.”
“He did,” she hissed,
leaning closer to the body and dragging me with her. “Who else could it be?
There’s no one. He killed my beautiful sister, and now he’s come back for my
great granddaughter.” She was wrenching me around, pressing me toward the
hideous corpse; I was only a few inches away. “I’ll tell you who killed
Colette,” Grandma cried. “It was Jessie Vanderlind.”
“No!” I screamed.
Chapter 3
“What’s going on?” Mom
shouted, charging into the room followed closely by the doctor.
Grandma Gibson released
my arm so suddenly that I stumbled backward and crashed into an empty gurney.
“Mom,” I sobbed, running over to her and collapsing in her arms.
“I shouldn’t have let
her in here,” Dr. Kalla said, mostly to herself. “I should have used better
judgment.”
“What happened?” Mom
asked, wrapping her arms around me. “Grams? What’s going on?”
“I was just giving my
great granddaughter a lesson in what happens when a girl gets involved with the
wrong boy,” Grandma Gibson said, not the least bit remorseful for having terrified
me.
“Well, I hardly think
frightening her with a dead body is the way to do it,” Mom said, her temper
rising. She always tried to give me my space but, like any mom, was also very
protective of me. “Besides, I don’t think that’s a lesson that Aurora needs to
learn. She’s not boy crazy, and I meet everyone she dates.”
“Do you know that she’s
seeing someone right now?” the crazed woman formerly known as my great
grandmother demanded.
“Yes,” Mom said,
straining to hold back her anger. “He came over last night, and he’s a very
nice young man.”
“You invited Jessie
Vanderlind into your home?” Grandma asked, the color draining from her face.
“Yes. I said he came
over,” Mom repeated. “He’s very nice.”
“You let a killer into
your house!” Grandma Gibson shrieked. “He killed Colette, and now he’s coming
after Aurora!”
Dr. Kalla eventually
got Grandma sedated and held for observation overnight. “I think after all
these years, the grief just overpowered her,” the doctor said. “I’m sure she’ll
be fine in a couple of days.”
I was crying so hard, I
wished I could be sedated, too, but I wasn’t the one screaming about how a
seventeen-year-old boy had murdered a girl who disappeared before World War II.
It was absolutely horrifying to see Grandma Gibson so upset, and I felt doubly
guilty knowing that there was a strong chance she was right. None of the
hospital staff knew that, of course. They all just thought she was losing her
battle with dementia.
I managed to pull
myself together a little once we were in the car and headed home. Mom must have
been a little shell shocked herself, but she still tried to comfort me. “I’m so
sorry, sweetheart,” she said, reaching over and rubbing my back as we waited at
a red light. “I don’t even know how to explain Grams’s behavior. I’m really
sorry I asked you to go with me. I just …” She gave a big sniff as the light
turned green and she turned to concentrate on the road. “I was just frightened
and didn’t want to face everything by myself. That was stupid of me. I
shouldn’t have put you through that.”
“No, it’s okay,” I
assured her, forcing myself to sound less upset. None of this was my mom’s
fault, and I didn’t want her suffering because of choices Colette and I had
made. “I feel bad that I lost it. But Grandma really freaked me out. And then
the body was just so horrible. It’s just …” I forced myself not to break down
into tears again. “It’s just, Grandma Gibson always talks about how much I look
like her sister. I never thought I did from her old photographs, but looking at
the body … Well, I could really see it. I really do look like her. And I was
just wondering … Do you think it’s possible …”
“What?” Mom asked
gently, giving me the space to breathe.
“Do you believe in
reincarnation?” I finally blurted.
“Oh.” Mom nodded her
head up and down several times. “I understand. I wasn’t putting the whole thing
together, but now it makes sense.”
“What does?” I wanted
to know. I felt a mild sense of alarm, but there was no way she could have
figured everything out.
“Aunt Colette was
working at the Vanderlind Castle when she disappeared. Grams told me once that
she thought Lettie had run off with one of the sons.” Mom pulled into the
driveway and clicked the button to open the garage. “And now you’re dating one
of the Vanderlinds. I think she got confused and somehow decided he was the
same boy.”
I gulped. “Yeah,
maybe.”
“And to answer your
question, no. I don’t believe in reincarnation,” she said while we both sat in
the car with the doors locked waiting for the garage door to completely close.
“But I do look a lot
like Colette Gibson,” I pointed out.
“You do look like her from
what I can tell, but I think that’s genetics, honey. Not reincarnation,” she
said, finally opening the car door.
I wanted to tell her
the truth. I had a good relationship with my mom and I was used to being able
to confide in her. I opened my mouth to start, but the words just didn’t come
out. I didn’t even know where to begin. How could I explain that in many ways,
Grandma Gibson was right? Yes, in fact, I was dating the same boy that Colette
was in love with all those years ago. And if I was being perfectly honest with
myself, there was a strong chance that he was the one that killed her.
I didn’t know how I
felt about Jessie coming to see me that evening. He’d said he wanted to drop by
to start courting me properly. Up until a few weeks ago, we’d mostly been
focused on survival rather than dating. I desperately wanted to see Jessie yet
was also terrified. I couldn’t believe that he had killed Colette, but it was
the most likely explanation as to how she’d died. I felt like I was being torn
in two—half of me loving Jessie so much that I couldn’t believe he would ever
do something so evil and the other half knowing that it was his nature to be a
killer.
I remembered reading
about how serial killer Ted Bundy’s mother refused to believe her son was
guilty. Even after he was convicted of numerous hideous murders, she just
couldn’t accept the fact that her darling boy had done those horrible things. I
began to wonder if I was suffering from the same delusions as poor Mrs. Bundy.
Was my love for Jessie blinding me to his actions?
No, I couldn’t believe
it. Every time I thought about it, I started shaking my head, my body fighting
against my brain.
“Sweetie, why don’t you
just go to bed?” Mom asked as I sat at the kitchen table, staring morosely at
nothing.
“Jessie’s supposed to
show up any minute now,” I told her. “I’d call him and cancel, but he doesn’t
have a cell phone.”
My mom gave a
theatrical double take. “There’s a teenager in America without a cell phone? I
can’t believe I haven’t read about this on Yahoo News.”
I knew she was trying
to lift my spirits, but it wasn’t working. I was too conflicted and miserable.
Instead, I ended up just giving a heavy sigh. “They don’t get good cell
reception at the castle.”
I knew for a fact that
there was no cell reception at the Vanderlind Castle, the giant fortress where
Jessie lived, because I had once tried to call for help from inside the stone
walls, and I couldn’t even get one tiny bar of reception.
“Go take a shower and
climb in bed,” Mom told me. “You look exhausted. I’ll tell Jessie you don’t
feel well, and he can call you from a landline tomorrow.”
“Okay,” I said, getting
to my feet. I’d developed a throbbing headache, and no matter how much I wanted
to see Jessie, I knew I was in no state, mentally or physically, to be with
him.
I stood in the shower
for a long time. Usually I didn’t linger because we were on a budget and I
didn’t want to run up our bills. This time I couldn’t help it. I lost track of
what I was doing as I stared at the tiles on the wall. I couldn’t remember if
I’d already shampooed and just needed conditioner or what. By the time I
finished up, the water had turned cold.
Shivering, I quickly
changed into my pajamas and scurried into bed. My hair would be a fright wig in
the morning, but I just didn’t have the energy to blow it dry. I lay in bed
staring at the ceiling, rubbing my Pools of Light pendant across my lips. It
was a natural crystal stone, flawless and cut into a perfect sphere. The orb
was held in place by a belt of white gold that had flowers and vines crafted
into the metal. Jessie had given it to me as a token of his affection when we
first met, and it was my most cherished object. Originally, I had believed it
was silver, but vampires can’t touch silver without being burned—something I
learned firsthand in the worst possible way when Jessie had a silver net thrown
over his head and was painfully seared. Fortunately, vampires also have an
incredible power to heal. I would love him even if he was permanently
disfigured, but it was nice that his gorgeous face was still perfect.
No,
I chastised myself. You are not to let your brain drift off thinking about
how much you love Jessie. You have to think about if he’s responsible for the
death of Colette.
There was a gentle
tapping at my window and I froze, caught between joy and panic. It could only
be Jessie out there on the porch roof on a cold night in December, wanting to
talk to me. But did I want to talk to him? My body screamed yes, tear open the
window, and fling yourself into his arms. My brain was more cautious. I
absolutely could not believe Jessie Vanderlind was a killer, but I knew the
fable of the scorpion and the frog: the scorpion stings the frog while riding
on his back crossing a river. With his last breath as the venom paralyzes him,
the frog asks, “Why? Why did you sting me?”
And the scorpion
replies as he sinks beneath the water to meet his own death, “I couldn’t help
it. It’s my nature.”
I couldn’t believe that
Jessie Vanderlind had sucked the life out of Colette Gibson; he loved her too
dearly. But it was a vampire’s nature to drink the blood of humans. The
smartest thing I could do was not open the window.
“Aurora,” I heard
Jessie whisper from outside. His voice sounded ragged, and I could tell he was
in pain. My mother must have unwittingly told him about the discovery of
Colette’s body. I wanted to spring from my bed, fling open the window, and wrap
my arms around him, but my brain kept telling me no. “Please,” Jessie
said. I heard a gentle thud, and I knew he was resting his forehead against the
glass. “Your mom told me …” His breath caught, and he didn’t continue.
My body did a quick
coup d’état and overthrew my brain. I was out of bed and dashing across the
room before I even realized it. “Jessie,” I cried, tearing back the curtains
and wrenching open the window.
Jessie looked even
paler than usual. A single tear ran down his cheek, tracking silver in the
crisp air of a winter night. He clutched a bouquet of disheveled red roses in
both hands, their petals tumbling into the dusting of snow that swirled around
his feet. “They found her,” he managed to say, although his voice was very
tight. “They found Colette. They found her body.”
“I know,” I said,
opening my arms and reaching out to him. All I wanted to do was hold him and
make it all better.
He didn’t move any
closer, just shook his head rapidly back and forth. “Did you see her? Did you
see Lettie?”
I nodded, lowering my
arms. I felt empty without him. “Mom and I went to the morgue with Grandma
Gibson.”
“And Lily confirmed it
was definitely her?” he asked.
“Yes.”
“Could the coroner tell
how she died?” Jessie wanted to know, his mannerisms very stiff.
I stared at him for a
few seconds, unsure of what to say. Did he kill Colette and somehow not
remember doing it? Finally, gathering my nerve, I told him, “The doctor said
she was exsanguinated.”
A breezed kicked up,
ruffling Jessie’s hair. He shuddered. “From a wound or from …” Taking a deep
breath, he forced himself to finish. “Or from a vampire?”
“I couldn’t see any
wound,” I admitted. “The doctor said they don’t know for sure yet what caused
her death.”
Jessie turned away from
me. “I have to see her. I have to know.”
“You can’t. She’s in
the morgue,” I told him. I sincerely doubted the morgue of a small town like
Tiburon was open all night. “I’m sure it’s closed.”
“I can get in,” he said
with decided determination.
“Jessie, I don’t think
you should.” I gulped before adding, “At least not by yourself.”
Giving me a fierce look
that I knew was concealing pain, he said between clenched teeth, “I have to.”
“Then take me with
you,” I said, leaning out the window into the icy wind and reaching for his
hand, my wet hair making my scalp ache. “You can’t see her by yourself. You’ll
need me there.”
“No,” he said, jerking
away from me. The next thing I knew, the roof was empty but for a few red rose
petals blowing in the snow. Jessie was gone.
Chapter 4
I had the dream. The
one I had come to know and dread. It wasn’t unexpected. I had closed my eyes
knowing there was probably no way for me to avoid it. The dream had become so
familiar, it was almost like a memory. But I knew it was more likely a residual
memory from Colette Gibson. That didn’t make the dream any less terrifying.
It started at night—it
was always night—and I was sneaking out of the house. Not the house I shared
with my mother—a larger house with beautiful wood floors that I also thought of
as my home. I felt conflicted; a big part of me wanted to stay safe and snug in
my bed with my sister’s steady breathing coming from the other side of the
room, but I also felt compelled to go. He was waiting for me, and more than
anything, I wanted to be in his arms.
Quietly, I slipped out
of bed and put on my favorite dress—green with little white flowers. The fabric
was a little light for fall, but I didn’t mind. It was going to be my wedding
dress. By the light of the full moon, I pinned on a small straw hat with silk
daisies along the brim.
Making as little noise
as possible, I slid a small suitcase out from under my bed. I had packed it
that afternoon while no one else was around. I only took a few of my best
things; I wasn’t planning to be gone that long. And when I returned, I would be
a bride. His bride. Just thinking about it made me feel all warm and rosy.
Once outside, I started
to hurry. I knew I had to get away, or I would change my mind. It’s not that I
didn’t want to marry him—I wanted to rather desperately—but I felt miserable
sneaking off to do it. Still, he said his family would never approve, and I
knew mine would insist I wait until I was eighteen. But the way I felt about
him, I knew I couldn’t wait. All I wanted was to be Mrs. Jessie Vanderlind. It
was something I needed to be before I could think of anything else.
Then time hopped
around, like it usually does in dreams, and I found myself in the woods gasping
for breath. My hat was gone; my suitcase was gone; and I was terrified because
I knew I was not alone. There was something out there, skulking beneath the
trees, and it was hungry, hungry for human flesh, hungry for my flesh. I
somehow knew the beast was there specifically stalking me.
A noise behind me gave
me a start, and I ran headlong, deeper into the woods and away from the road,
away from my only chance to flag down a passing car or signal someone in a nearby
house. Branches tore at my dress, and one of my shoes was gone. My foot got
tangled in a tree root, and I fell to the ground with a sob. My lungs ached
from running.
I freed my leg but did
not immediately get to my feet again. I needed to calm down and catch my
breath. There was a large log next to where I fell, and it afforded me some
protection from the eyes of the predator. I just needed to rest for a moment
and come up with a plan. I wished I knew what was pursuing me so I could better
figure out how to defend myself.
Time fast forwarded. I
was breathing more regularly, and I was feeling like I should make a move. The
small creatures that provide the night with its music had taken up their
melodies again. I thought that maybe the beast, whatever it was, had moved on
in pursuit of some other dinner. With great caution, I got to my feet.
And there he was, my
love, standing no more than thirty yards away, silhouetted in the moonlight.
“Jessie,” I called to him, my heart hammering loudly in my chest. “We have to
get out of here. There’s something …” I started hurrying toward him. “I don’t
know what it is, but there’s something in the woods.”
Jessie came bounding
toward me, eager to be by my side. It was only when it was too late for me to
run that I realized I hadn’t called out to the man I intended to marry; I had
summoned the beast. I barely had time to scream before it sank its teeth into
the flesh of my throat.
Things were blurry
after that; everything grew very dim. The world only came into focus when my
body was jarred, quite painfully. I opened my eyes to see that I’d been dropped
into some kind of ditch. There was loose soil all around me. I could barely
move, but I turned my head to see the man who killed me standing at the lip of
the deep hole where I lay. Just then the clouds drifted away from the moon, and
I was able to see more clearly as Jessie Vanderlind started kicking dirt into
the hole to cover my body. “Why?” bubbled to my lips and then faded away to
nothing.
I woke with a start, my
chest aching with fright. I was alone; I was safe in bed; I was myself again. I
reached for my dream journal, which I kept by my bed. It was true that I’d had
that same dream many times, but the dream had never gone that far before. I
didn’t know if I’d just added the details from what I’d learned that day about
Colette’s death or if they were uncovered memories. Either way, it took me over
an hour to fall asleep again, even after pouring all of my thoughts out into
the journal. I hated when I dreamed I was Colette.
*****
By the time I got up
Monday morning, the entire town knew about Colette. It was headline news for
the Tiburon Sentinel: “Local Girl’s Body Found Eighty Years After She Elopes.”
The Sentinel was barely clinging to life as a small-town newspaper, so I guess
they were making the most of the story. Someone must have done some quick
digging in the archives because there were old quotes from Colette’s parents
about how they believed she had eloped but were growing concerned because they
hadn’t heard from her. A second article referenced a tramp being arrested for
trying to sell some of Colette’s clothing, which he claimed he found in an
abandoned suitcase in the woods. A search of the area was done, where Colette’s
hat and one of her shoes were found, but no one ever saw her again. The
evidence against the tramp wasn’t enough to keep him, so he was released. There
was absolutely no mention of the Vanderlinds. I didn’t know if that was because
no one suspected them or if their money protected them. Either way, it didn’t
sound like Tiburon police investigations were very thorough back then.
I dreaded going to
school. Not that it would be the same misery as getting Grandma Gibson to the
car through the gauntlet of walkers at the old age home, but teenage boys could
be pretty insensitive about anyone’s pain but their own. My mom once told me
about her math teacher in high school whose son was a jet pilot that had died
in a crash. The boys in her class would make paper airplanes with flames drawn
on them and fly them at the poor lady when her back was turned. Mom said a
couple times a year the woman would get so upset she’d have to leave the
classroom, and all the guys would think it was hysterical. I didn’t expect to
be treated with any more consideration. And Colette was only a distant
relative, as far as anyone knew, so the inappropriate humor would probably flow
pretty freely.
I was barely out of my
car in the school parking lot before Don Updike felt the need to shout at me,
“Hey, Aurora. How’s your mummy?” The guys he was walking with all cracked up.
“Good one,” a buddy of
his said, high-fiving him.
“Don,” a low voice
snarled from off to the left somewhere. I turned to see my ex-boyfriend, Fred
Lighton, swiftly striding across the parking lot. He stopped about an inch away
from Don and looked down at the smaller boy. “What the hell do you think you’re
doing?”
Fred was tall and
muscular and on the football team. In fact, I was kind of an idiot because I’m
the one that broke up with him. It didn’t feel right to be with anyone but
Jessie. If I was sane and living the life of a normal high school girl, I would
have been madly in love with Fred.
Don Updike, on the
other hand, was on the squirrelly side. He was always getting in trouble for being
obnoxious to teachers or other students or anyone who was in earshot. He was
definitely the kind of boy who would throw paper airplanes at a woman who had
lost her son in a plane crash. I could tell he was intimidated by Fred standing
so close to him, but he didn’t want to show it. “I was just making a joke,
dude,” he said, trying not to flinch. “What’s your problem?”
“My problem,” Fred
said, leaning menacingly over the smaller boy, “is that you’re being
insensitive. How would you like it if someone in your family was murdered and
then some little twerp was making fun of you for it?”
“That would be cool,”
Don said. “I’d love to have a mummy in the family.” He was still trying to show
off to his friends.
Fred slowly shook his
head back and forth. “You think it would be cool for someone in your family to
be murdered?”
“Totally,” Don
insisted. “I would think it’s a riot.”
“Let me get this
straight,” Fred said, still looming over him. “So your mom’s crying and your
grandmother’s so upset they have to put her in the hospital, and that’s somehow
funny to you?” A couple more people had stopped to watch what was going on.
“Yeah,” Don said,
although you could tell he was no longer sure of himself with the way Fred had
phrased it. “It’s hilarious.”
“What’s wrong with
you?” Fred asked, giving the smaller boy a concerned look. About a dozen people
were now taking in the show.
“Nothing,” Don
insisted. “Hey, I’m not the one acting all uptight. I was just making a joke.”
“No, I think there’s something
wrong with you,” Fred told him. “Maybe you should go see a therapist or
something.”
That’s when Don busted
out the F word. He took two steps back before he said it, of course.
“Seriously?” Fred
asked. “That’s all you’ve got?”
Don repeated his expletive
while simultaneously trying not to appear like he was scared witless. He
probably assumed he was reasonably safe, seeing that Tiburon High had a zero
tolerance policy for fighting on school grounds, but you couldn’t spend your
life on school grounds.
“You’re pathetic.” Fred
shook his head again. “Seek help, dude.”
“Whatever,” Don said as
he slunk off, tail between his legs.
Fred turned to me. “You
okay?” he asked.
“Yeah,” I told him.
“But thanks for standing up for me.”
“My mom told me about your
grandma,” he said. “Is she okay?”
That was a complex
question, and I wasn’t sure of the answer, but I said, “I think she’ll be all right.
It was pretty horrible, though.”
Nodding, Fred said,
“Sorry to hear that.” A bell rang, causing all us students to start scurrying.
“You know where I am if you need me.” With that, he turned and headed into the
school. I stared after him for a moment. When Fred first started flirting with
me, I thought he was just a friendly jock. Then we tried dating and he got all
sexually entitled, like some guys tend to do, and I thought he was a bit of a
jerk. But he quickly matured past that nonsense and was turning into a pretty
awesome guy. The kind of guy girls dream about. The kind of guy I should have
been dreaming about if I wasn’t totally in love with a vampire. I wondered, and
not for the first time, if I needed my head examined.
“Wow,” I heard someone
say, interrupting my thoughts. That’s when I noticed my best friend, Blossom,
was at my elbow, her gaze trailing after Fred. “Now that’s something you never
see in a teen movie.”
“What?” I wanted to
know.
“A handsome jock
standing up to a geek bully.”
“Yeah.” I had to agree
with her. “That was pretty bizarre.” It was time for school to start, but I
sincerely did not want to go to class. Don Updike wasn’t the only wag out
there. I knew more “humor” would be directed my way, and I was feeling pretty
fragile.
“I think I might start
crushing on Fred a little after that,” Blossom said, grabbing my arm and towing
me toward the building.
“Go for it,” I told
her. “Fred’s great.” And I sincerely meant it.
“I would,” she said,
“if I didn’t want you two to get back together so much.”
The mummy joke was a
hit at Tiburon High. There wasn’t a dork in the school who didn’t feel the need
to get in on the hilarity. I was mercifully spared the jocks’ humor on the
subject by way of Fred. Even though we were no longer dating, he obviously felt
very protective of me and made it known in the locker room circles that he
would not feel very friendly toward anyone who made a joke at my family’s
expense. I was profoundly grateful, and I wished I could think of a way to show
him my appreciation. Besides getting back together with him, of course.
“Let’s sneak out for
lunch,” Blossom said as we passed each other in the hall between classes.
“It’s Monday,” I
pointed out. Seniors had off-campus privileges for lunch but not on Mondays for
some reason. It was something about “starting the week off right.”
“Oh, please.” Blossom
rolled her eyes. “If anyone tries to stop us, I’ll say that you’re too stressed
out from everyone in the school being insensitive and that you need a break.”
“And what about you?” I
had to ask.
Blossom laid a hand to
her chest and said in her sincerest voice, “I am being a good friend.”
Once we had
successfully made a break from school and were happily munching on fries in the
closest fast food restaurant, Blossom asked, “So, how are you holding up?”
I shrugged, focusing on
dipping a fry in ketchup.
“Sorry I didn’t call you
over the weekend,” Blossom said. “I was at my dad’s, and I didn’t even know
anything had happened until my mom told me late last night.”
“That’s okay. I knew
you were at your dad’s,” I told her. “How was it?”
“The usual,” she said.
I couldn’t tell if her indifference was feigned or genuine. “How’s Grandma
Gibson?”
“In the hospital. She
had a bit of a meltdown,” I explained.
Blossom sipped her soda
contemplatively. “I don’t blame her. And how are you doing?”
“Okay,” I said with a
shrug. “Seeing the body was pretty scary. She really did look like me.”
“They let you see the
body?” Blossom practically choked on her drink. When I nodded, Blossom added,
“Whoa.” And a little bit after that she asked, “Were you even tempted to call
Fred for a little male comfort?”
“Not really.” Even
though Blossom was my best friend, she knew nothing about Jessie and me. I felt
like a lousy BFF for keeping it a secret, but my relationship with Jessie had
been pretty tumultuous up to that point. But seeing that Jessie had met my mom,
I felt like I had to fess up to my best friend as well. Not about the vampire
thing, obviously, but that I was seeing someone. “Actually,” I began. “I am
kind of seeing someone new.”
Blossom did a double
take. “Who?” she demanded. “Is it that Lenny kid from history? Because if
you’re dating him over Fred, I am going to strangle you.”
“No. He doesn’t go to
Tiburon,” I told her. “But you have met him.”
“Aurora, tell me right
now,” she said, almost sounding angry. “Don’t make me beat it out of you.”
I took a deep breath
and then blurted, “Jessie Vanderlind.”
Blossom’s mouth
literally fell open. She stared at me for a good ten seconds, completely
speechless. Finally, she managed to say, “You’re kidding. Dreamboat?”
I couldn’t help but
crack into a broad smile. “Yeah. He is pretty dreamy.” The first glimpse I’d
had of Jessie was at the library with Blossom. That was back in the fall. She’d
started referring to him as dreamboat, and it was a pretty darn apt description.
“How did this all
happen?” she wanted to know.
“The library,” I told
her. “I ran into him again at the library, and we started talking.”
“The library?” Blossom
wrinkled her nose. “That’s like meeting your future husband at the Laundromat.”
I was a bigger fan of
books than Blossom was. “Anyway, I ran into him one night and then again the
next week, and things kind of took off from there.”
Blossom scowled at me.
“Why didn’t you tell me? Are we best friends or not?”
“I didn’t want to jinx
it,” I told her. “I mean, who would have guessed that the hottest guy I’ve ever
met would be interested in me?”
After a bit more
frowning, she said, “I guess I understand. I mean, it’s kind of like seeing a
unicorn or something. You’re afraid if you tell anyone, you’ll scare it off.”
I had to laugh. Blossom
was being weirdly understanding. “Exactly.”
Leaning in all
confidentially, Blossom asked, “So, are you dating dating? I mean, like, have
you kissed him and everything?”
“More than that,” I
told her, a devilish laugh escaping my lips.
“Why you little sneak.
No wonder you wanted to ditch Fred,” she exclaimed. “And here I was, telling
you to get back together with him.”
The rest of lunch I
spent giving her what details I was willing to share. Nothing of vampires or
anything like that—basically, the information I’d already told my mom with a
few more details about his expertise as a kisser and how I was ready, willing,
and eager to fling my virginity out the window.
“I don’t blame you,”
Blossom said with a heavy sigh that came out as a light whistle. “He’s movie
star good looking. And you say he’s nice? Geez! I’d fork over my virginity for
that in a heartbeat. I didn’t think there were any guys like that alive on the
planet.”
I swallowed a sip of my
soda the wrong way and had a bit of a coughing fit.
It felt good to tell
Blossom the truth. Or at least, part of the truth. I hated keeping secrets from
the people I was close to, and Jessie had been the biggest secret of my life.
Back at school, I was
sitting in my next class when one of the office ladies came in and had a
whispered conversation with the teacher. They kept glancing in my direction, so
I wasn’t surprised when I was told to go with the lady back to the school
offices. “You need to call your mom,” she told me, then left me alone at her
desk for a few minutes so I would have a bit of privacy.
My hands were shaking
so badly I was having trouble dialing. We were supposed to go see about
springing Grandma Gibson from the hospital when I was done with school, and I
had the horrible feeling it was no longer necessary.
“Mom, it’s Aurora,” I
said, clamping the phone’s receiver way too tightly to my ear. “What’s going
on?”
“Oh, Aurora,” Mom said,
sounding entirely too stressed but not all that tearful. “I need you to drive
over to the hospital to be with Grams,” she said. “Something bad has happened.”
“What?” I asked,
feeling my stomach lurch.
Mom cleared her throat
to steady her voice and then finally said, “Somebody stole Aunt Colette’s
body.”
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